Idk what to even write.
im so broken down and just a wreck.
i hate the feeling when you know you messed up,
maybe im making too big of a deal about my situation.
maybe its not as big of a deal as i think.
the point is im hurting and i feel like i cant escape it.
everything hurts and i feel like i could cry at any second.
what if i lose you?
thats one of my biggest fears.
i didnt mean for this to happen.
and i cant even talk to you to see if your ok.
the last thing i wanted to do is hurt you, what if i did hurt you?
idk anything anymore,
idk who i even am.
idk what i want.
what a mess
love,
Kimmyann <3
