Friday, September 23, 2011

Daily Spark

Daily Spark is a 3-5 minute podcast that is designed to help get us into God's word at least once a day. sometimes its super hard to read the bible every day and understand whats going on. the purpose of Daily Spark is to go through a few verses of the bible and the speaker will share some commentary to help you apply the verse or verses to your life. it has been an awesome tool in my life the last few days ive listened to it. i definitely encourage anyone and everyone to click on the link and listen :) http://soundcloud.com/dailyspark
Love,
KimmyAnn

Monday, August 15, 2011

I Can Love With God's Love


Journal entry @ New Life Northwest, August/11/2011

"Jesus replied: 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.' This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like it: 'Love your neighbors as yourself.' All the Law and the Prophets hang on these two commandments."
~Matthew 22:37-40

When we love God with everything we have, we declare that we have NO other gods or idols in our life. God alone is worthy of our worship, admiration and affection. EVERYTHING and everyone else pales in comparison to this great and loving God. This total Heart, soul and mind devotion to God encapsulates our desire to obey all of his commands. And because this loving God loves me, i overflow with love and generosity toward others. No longer do i need control through lies or lust to provide for myself. i do not spend my days wishing for that which others have. i am satisfied. i can love with God's love.
When God is in the center of my life i can rest. and loving others as we have been loved includes declaring praises for all that God has done, through Christ, on our behalf.
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It was incredible seeing God move at camp. I'm in complete awe of how amazing He truly is. I'm lost for words. I loved how I was there at camp, and I could feel my heart changing. And even now, I know God is moving in my life. Sometimes I begin to doubt he's really here, then he shows up and blows me away and leaves me speechless, like tonight. I don't know if this is making any since, I just know I Love God SO stinking much.
Love,
KimmyAnn <3


Saturday, July 16, 2011

God Knows My Name



"...The sheep listen to the voice of the shepherd. He calls his own skeep by name and leads them out."
~John 10:3

When we see a crowd, we see exactly that. a crowd. a lard group of people. we dont see persons, just people. a herd of humans, a flock of faces.
But not God. He looks at the whole world. and sees every person individually. he points us out by our names. "The girl with the sad brown eyes is Laura", or, "the boy with the joyful face, thats Max". He knows us like a shepherd knows his sheep. the shepherd knows each and every sheep, he knows their name and behavior. God knows us. he knows out names. out hearts. our behaviors.

"See, I have engraved you on the palms of my hands; your walls are ever before me."
~Isaiah 49:16

Quite a thought right? that your name is on Gods hands? Maybe you've seen your name on some special places. maybe a billboard or on an award. or maybe youve heard your name from someone important, like a coach or teacher. But to think that your name could be on Gods hands and on Gods lips? its an honor right?
Or maybe youve never seen your name honored, or you cant remember when youve heard it spoken with kindness....
Some of us go through life, feeling unloved, unimportant, and once we've accepted Christ, we just think everything will be easy. That life will be easy. Unfortunately, things are not easy. LIFE IS NOT EASY. life is tough. and we often feel alone. like no one is there to help us through our hardships.
Believe me, ive been there. ive felt alone. ive thought, "If God was with me, if he really knew my name, and my heart, then why doesnt he help me? why is he making me go through this? Why do i feel so alone?"
"So do not fear, for i am with you; do not be dismayed, for i am your God; i will strengthen you and help you; i will uphold you with my righteous right hand"
~Isaiah 41:10

"But now, this is what the Lord says - he who created you , O Jacob, he who formed you, O Israel: Fear not for i have redeemed you; i have summoned you by name; you are mine. when you pass through the waters, i will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, i will be with you. when you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze."
~Isaiah 43:1-2

God makes these promises to us. its also up to us to trust him! we have to trust and remember that he knows our name, its written on his hand, spoken by his mouth. whispered by his lips. your name. and he will never forget it.
Love,
KimmyAnn

Thursday, May 5, 2011

BUSY BUSY BUSY


life has been CRAZY!
but SO AWESOME!
i got to draw on the sidewalk for easter.
that was loverly.
im blessed beyond measure.
i will be back soon sir
i promise ;)
Love,
-KimmyAnn

Saturday, February 19, 2011

To: My AAH

Idk what to even write.
im so broken down and just a wreck.
i hate the feeling when you know you messed up,
maybe im making too big of a deal about my situation.
maybe its not as big of a deal as i think.
the point is im hurting and i feel like i cant escape it.
everything hurts and i feel like i could cry at any second.
what if i lose you?
thats one of my biggest fears.
i didnt mean for this to happen.
and i cant even talk to you to see if your ok.
the last thing i wanted to do is hurt you, what if i did hurt you?
idk anything anymore,
idk who i even am.
idk what i want.
what a mess

love,
Kimmyann <3