To: My AAH

Idk what to even write.

im so broken down and just a wreck.

i hate the feeling when you know you messed up,

maybe im making too big of a deal about my situation.

maybe its not as big of a deal as i think.

the point is im hurting and i feel like i cant escape it.

everything hurts and i feel like i could cry at any second.

what if i lose you?

thats one of my biggest fears.

i didnt mean for this to happen.

and i cant even talk to you to see if your ok.

the last thing i wanted to do is hurt you, what if i did hurt you?

idk anything anymore,

idk who i even am.

idk what i want.

what a mess

love,

Kimmyann <3

Wish right now....

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars.

I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Love,

Kimmyann <3

So would u like to be my flower?

"Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance" 1 Corinthians 13:4-7

If friends were a flower, I'd pick u. And only you. I'd probably put u in my crazy brown hair, and take pictures with u. If u fell out I'd pick u back up, blow the dirt off u, and place u back in my hair. I'd show u off, and smell u... Flowers always smell good.

I love you. Words can't describe. Ur my amazing best friend

So would u like to be my flower?

Love,

Kimmyann <3

Sometimes i dont...

somtimes i dont make my bed everyday...

sometimes i dont finish my math assignment on time..

sometimes i dont remind someone how much they mean to me...

but what i hate most is...

sometimes i dont listen to my own advice....

Life can be hard and challenging, oftentimes prompting confusion, despair, and the feeling that God has abandoned you and there's no way out. Sometimes life's challenges are the result of bad choices, and sometimes they hit for no logical reason.

what do you do when your in that hole...when u feel God has given up on you?

...cry out to him...and BELIEVE that he will rescue you from that hole!

"My soul, wait silently for God alone,

For my expectation is from Him,

He only is my rock and my salvation;

He is my defense;

I shall not be moved.

In God in my salvation and my Glory;

The rock of my strength,

and my refuge, is in God."

Psalm 62:5-7

Why is it so hard for me to accept what God's glorious word is whispering in my ear?

Its time for a soul searching,

eye opening,

ADVENTURE

to bring me back to the one who saved my life.

Jesus Christ.

<3

Love,

Kimmyann.

My Life...

i Lost track of what made since to me.

what was real in my life.

and what was just a dream.

God helped me discover what was real.

and my "amazing life"

was just a dream.

i have made lots of decisions the last few months. School started up again, i felt like God was on my back-burner, like he didn't matter in my life. i mean, who needs God when your life is already going great right?

wrong.

i felt like everything was going wrong! and i was up to some hardcore prayers to get myself back on track.

but i did it.

and im back.

and im so BLESSED that God stayed in my heart!

and that some of my friends stayed in my heart.

i have some amazing friends in my life, to help me keep movin in the right direction :)

1. JESUS CHRIST <3

2. Marci lynn

3. Josh

4. my daddy :D

There the reason why i am who i am today. im such a lucky girl to have them in my life.

well thats really it. not much has happend. just God moving in my heart.

‎"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope." -Jeremiah 29:11